". . . Being a teenager is definitely not easy ."
Life's short and yet we all want to achieve what we hoped for.
I bet everyone knows about it and probably hate me for hurting another soul.
Getting hurt is inevitable and being a teenager is definitely not easy.
We all have to face it. None of us wants to do such things.
Uncontrolled. All messed up. It's painful to clear it.
Because of one, two were hurt.
My life's so screwed but I don't want to continue life like this.
I want to live it. Not contacting anyone because I want time to heal all wounds.
I know i've been drinking and eating pills..
This is not going to last. It's not helping at all.
Will troubles and problems go away by drinking and taking pills?
No...
I want to study hard and get good grades for myself and for my mom.
Staying away from everyone. The more we all communicating, things won't get any better.
Doing this for the three of us.
Life's not all about love. I'm not worth any of your love.
I know I've hurt you both and all of the sudden I'm MIA.
It was irresponsible of me. But not talking to all of you is the only way to heal all wounds.
I've to keep my words.
Some people thought the compromise was bullshit.
I hate it when some people had to say that.
Today's the day of my holiday.
Normally, there's a lesson to learn from your holiday.
This holiday? Was a wake up call for me.
First week, slacked and most lessons were cancelled.
Didn't spend any time with my girlfriends.
Second week, slacked too. I went to MOS with Sel and met Paul twohill. Then on Sat, I went to YenC's party and to the Red house and got drunk. And I skipped my floorball match. I think.
Third week, clubbed and almost got caught up with some horny guy. So I ran away that night.
Then went to Zouk's underage party. Was my first time to underage and was told that we did the best couple dance and they would call us to dance for them for future events. Then met new friend, Danial who found me in friendster.
Fourth week, clubbed at DXO and got chased out by bouncers then 81. Was super high. Had BBQ with five bankers.
What more can I learn from this holiday?
I'm awake now. I've gotta start studying. My exams are coming. No more high life. Life's screwed up there and I'm not matured enough to go through all these shits. My mom's the only reason why I want to live my life up. I wonder why she never want to control me.
Is it because she knows I'll learn from lessons myself? Felt guilty when I don't go back to the other house. It's really horrible to have two houses. I don't know where to go.
I'm sorry girls. I wish you both love. Never stop loving. Love makes the world go round. It can be the most beautiful thing but always be prepaped for the worse as it can the most awful thing ever. When you got hurt, it doesn't mean it's the end of the journey. Everytime you get hurt, it is the beginning to everything. Learn and don't stop trying. If fate allows, she's meant for you. Don't let love affect your whole life. You've got to be strong and always remember that there are people who are much less fortunate than you. This is not the worse part of your life. You both are still young. May God bless you both and never stop loving someone new. Who knows? Love might come knocking on your door and she may be your true love. Take care.
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Life's short and yet we all want to achieve what we hoped for.
I bet everyone knows about it and probably hate me for hurting another soul.
Getting hurt is inevitable and being a teenager is definitely not easy.
We all have to face it. None of us wants to do such things.
Uncontrolled. All messed up. It's painful to clear it.
Because of one, two were hurt.
My life's so screwed but I don't want to continue life like this.
I want to live it. Not contacting anyone because I want time to heal all wounds.
I know i've been drinking and eating pills..
This is not going to last. It's not helping at all.
Will troubles and problems go away by drinking and taking pills?
No...
I want to study hard and get good grades for myself and for my mom.
Staying away from everyone. The more we all communicating, things won't get any better.
Doing this for the three of us.
Life's not all about love. I'm not worth any of your love.
I know I've hurt you both and all of the sudden I'm MIA.
It was irresponsible of me. But not talking to all of you is the only way to heal all wounds.
I've to keep my words.
Some people thought the compromise was bullshit.
I hate it when some people had to say that.
Today's the day of my holiday.
Normally, there's a lesson to learn from your holiday.
This holiday? Was a wake up call for me.
First week, slacked and most lessons were cancelled.
Didn't spend any time with my girlfriends.
Second week, slacked too. I went to MOS with Sel and met Paul twohill. Then on Sat, I went to YenC's party and to the Red house and got drunk. And I skipped my floorball match. I think.
Third week, clubbed and almost got caught up with some horny guy. So I ran away that night.
Then went to Zouk's underage party. Was my first time to underage and was told that we did the best couple dance and they would call us to dance for them for future events. Then met new friend, Danial who found me in friendster.
Fourth week, clubbed at DXO and got chased out by bouncers then 81. Was super high. Had BBQ with five bankers.
What more can I learn from this holiday?
I'm awake now. I've gotta start studying. My exams are coming. No more high life. Life's screwed up there and I'm not matured enough to go through all these shits. My mom's the only reason why I want to live my life up. I wonder why she never want to control me.
Is it because she knows I'll learn from lessons myself? Felt guilty when I don't go back to the other house. It's really horrible to have two houses. I don't know where to go.
I'm sorry girls. I wish you both love. Never stop loving. Love makes the world go round. It can be the most beautiful thing but always be prepaped for the worse as it can the most awful thing ever. When you got hurt, it doesn't mean it's the end of the journey. Everytime you get hurt, it is the beginning to everything. Learn and don't stop trying. If fate allows, she's meant for you. Don't let love affect your whole life. You've got to be strong and always remember that there are people who are much less fortunate than you. This is not the worse part of your life. You both are still young. May God bless you both and never stop loving someone new. Who knows? Love might come knocking on your door and she may be your true love. Take care.
Latest News:
PLEASE DON'T CONTACT ME ON 91130126. IT'S NO LONGER IN USE. THANKS.
